Journey So Far...

Two decades I have been in journey..
The journey that do not know the outcome..
I stopped myself, turning back..
Looking back the routes that I traveled..
Inspired myself
to be in deeply thinking of,
The worth of my journey..
So far....

In the past journey..

I walked down the street..

In the middle of crossroad..

I been struggled within myself..
Which intersections should I follow..

In my conscious mind..

That I knew about the path I traveled..
Between the dark and bright...

Acknowledge a wise man should know..
Which what course should he takes..
To the promise of happiness by the end of journey..

But in myself..
I made a decision in choosing that path..
The dark one most, the bright..
The hell I didn't knew how to describe
about the feeling in between..
"satisfaction" and "remorse"..
within myself..

Hard to describe..
That I know it was wrong..
 Lessons that taught me..
Sometimes curiosity can killed..
your heart in such a way..
you try to seek the truth..
that lies behind..

Yet, in this crucial journey..

to seeking the guidance..
I try to stand still on my own feet
To be like the pillars been anchored to the ground..
Because it is the
Its the secret key to confront the obstacles..
Even how many obstacles in front you...
Even it to hard to endure..
Even it tortured you..

I don't expect the readers to understand..

 The things I been talking..
Right now..

About a man tried to figured something..
That he can't stand it..
The path he taken..
Yet, he is the one who suffer alone..

The Journey as a friend...

In this long and lonely journey...

As I travel down the road...

I reach to a place where I can stay for awhile..

 The place where I saw many people..

Partially like me, partially don't...

I met them, I made relationship with them..

 We talked..We laughed..

About everything...

Get to know each other...

We shared...

Knowledges, experiences, advices..

 In order to gear up our weapons..

To travel for the next journey..

This place seem to be worth for me..

As I calmed in the inside..

  I got my peace of mind..

As all the pieces of troubles..  

Swept away by this "tides"..

Somehow...

I used to think I could get better..

Misunderstanding, conflict and hate..

In the middle..happened..

Somehow..

Many people always get it wrong..

Some of them used to..

Dominate..Dictate...Criticize..Condemn..

Others people right to choose..

For their freedom..

As they think they are right enough..

To suit theirs to others..

Soon they should get to know..

As all of life is a journey which paths we take..

What we look back on, and what we look forward is up to us..

We determine our destination, what kind of road we will take to get there,

As long as it right, and how we happy to get there..

 I wish people to realize..

About the "Discretion"..

Of what my father told me before I left..

The secrets that lies inside..

PRECIOUS..

Because, it tell you the meaning of..

The true relationship..

Is what we called FRIEND..

They came in many kinds...

As soon I realized that I should move on..

I have to say goodbye..

I wonder how this "friend" last forever..

And I know this is not the end..

I persuaded myself..

When the heart is intertwined..

Nothing can break it "fast"..

Just because I'm a traveller....

Everyday is a chance.........

Chance to change

Everyday is a chance............

Chance to live, to breath and to walk

Everyday is a chance............

To be what you need to be

To grab the rope

To follow the path.....

The choice

The chance that might come once.........

Every time it approach differently

It's like the background of the music
Whisper...

The song breath
While melody do the talking

The awaken...........

The journey of life

It is not the arrival matter

But the new way of seeing things

To the secret destinations

of which Traveller unaware

Because every single step taken

Worth of the thousand miles journey........

It's all because......

I am a traveller.....

note: this inspiration came to me at 5A.M